I opened the door and I went in. I stepped into a room that was black and vast – it had no ceiling now and no walls – it was infinite. It was empty of everything except millions of twinkling stars – it looked like space. I’d stepped out into the heart of the universe, and I felt I was standing in everything, yet nothing all at once.
It was the most ‘otherworldly’ place I’ve ever been, and I felt such a love and connection with it – I was overjoyed to be there. I felt like I was standing in the source of all things, and it occurred to me I’d just glimpsed something I wasn’t sure I was meant to see.
I came back out and I closed the door. I was blown away. When I got downstairs I told my old boss what I found, and he said I wasn’t allowed in there just yet and he took my pass off me!
I think and hope I’ll be allowed in there one day soon – it was the most beautiful thing I’ve seen in a dream, ever. For now though, I feel privileged I had a glimpse.
Another dream I had in 2017, during my time at rock bottom.
28 January 2021: More than three years later, I found that ‘room’ again. I now recognise that room clearly as unity consciousness. The source of all things. ALL THAT IS. I am it and it is me.
This time, I get to keep my pass.